feeling

you know
i think you just melt everything inside of me sweets

melting*

peka

a customer came to me and asked me to translate some of the malay words to english.its a malaysian exam slip,and some of it is written on malay.then got this word"peka".i was like confuse,so i asked the malay guys who work there.they also dont know.then i go kitchen,i asked the malaysian tamil workers there,i supose the know,cause they were all like discussing in groups..and guess what they answer"ni slip primary 6 punya lah"-.- .

the irt blog is updated thanks to irfan .but the question still remain unanswered.

in redilence

Red + silence

night

its cool drawing paint potrait and sharing them with sweets today..haha.
watched beyblade in the morning. haha
planned with yazid ,to go and play tamiya ard afternoon like that,but i overslept.sorie beb:(
i went to mosque at night,and saw someone familiar at the gate there,i take a closer look and it was none other that yazid..i apologize to him that i didnt play tamiya with him today..and he laughed.then in the mosque ,he was like playing counterstrike,imagining he is holding gun just like the old madrasah times.i used to play also..haha!:P haha.so we pray together.and then i left first.met hadi infront of the gate,and off we go walk2.he bought soyabeans and chilled .walked back home together.while walking,we talk about the genre of songs we listened nowadays.along the way we sing blink 182 song-always, and wanted to shouted zul name under his block..hahaha.and hadi crap say later alot of zul appear with drumstick -.-

ok reminder to hadi:dont forget about the game.hah

tag

okay.I was tagged to this quiz.

RULES.

1.Put your music player on shuffle.

2.Press Forward to each question.

3.Use the song title as the answer even if it makes no sense.NO CHEATING.

4.Tag five ppl at their tagboard and ask them to do this.

5.Bold the questions with the answers, and give your own comments on how it relates to its question.

Questions.-

1.How are you feeling today?

Together alone-caliban(ok i drink soyabean with hadi today together alone)

2.How do your friends see you?

Demolition lovers-mcr(no coment)

3.Will you get married?

A vampire's lament-atreyu(no coment also)

4.What's ur bestfriend's theme song?

only one-yellowcard(is this it?)

5.What was my primary school like?

and they call this tragedy-alesana( remind me of primary one i fall inside lonkang while playing catching)

6.How can you get ahead with life?

odd project-ballad for a liar(by jammin this song)

7.What is the best thing about your friends?

trollhamarren-finntroll(happy2 song with heavy brutal voice)

8.What is in store for this weekend?

rockers-zaileha(rocking beb!)

9.What describes you?

Red and dying evening-alesana(i got red guitar)

10. what describes your grandparents?

Goodbye-caliban(ntah!)

11.What song will they play at your funeral?

moment of clarity-caliban(ok no no,moshing sia song)

12.How does the world see you?

pull harder on the string of your martyr-trivium(the chorus-Its our curse that makes this world hopeless)

Will you have a happy life?

heartwork-carcass(who knows not me)

What does your friends really think of you?

requiem-trivium(no coment also)

Does ppl secretly lust after you?

seize the day-a7x(fuh the solo very feeling)

How can i make myself happy?

eagles become vulture-converge(by sitting under tree and play this song)

How should you do with your life?

Supermassive blackhole-muse(nowadays i listen to this song)

Will you ever have children?

its our burden to bleed-caliban(haha meybe)

The Next 5 ?!

1)iz

2)hadi

3)firdaus

4)s4x

5)--

haha if you all feel like doing,just do ,if not nevermind =)

jam

s4x went jammin today..whooo ,matrock was damn late..haha..he overslept.so we go inside the room first.if not the auntie say,the room got other people take.haha,ilyas sing so emotional sey i wont see you tonight,while irfan go drum that song.haha.after a few minutes,den matrock came to the rescue.we jam only like 15 mins?like that uh.then we chill outside,and looking at the time,i was going to be late for work.but thanks to matrock,i was only late for 8 min..haha.
must resist a lot of things from now on.hah
no mobile porns,no ciggys,

time marches* on.

friday

i went friday prayers with haikal today,and saw fahmi under the block,haikal was like shock to know that is hanif's smaller brother.haha.so we walked our way to the mosque .
after that,we get ourselves a drink hahah.and we took a bus to go lks.
my real intention is to take photograph of disposable heroes jammin with hadi,but hadi cant make it.upon reaching there,i and haikal hide in one jammin room,and irfan easily spot us..haha how uh beb?hidden mewtwo power eh?irfan sing i wont see you tonight while waiting..hahaha .Then i saw another irt member who i thought is the long hair one.he play guitar,fuhyuh...the last time i saw him was during tapestry gig.then i took a sit at that room,and irfan ask me to take the guitar a play..so just play lah what song i can play.play a couple of metallica song and aild.cooolness .irfan blanja me jammin today,i paid for the metal zone only..thaaanks beb =D
haikal keep pyscho-ing on the bus.haha
so i went off and bought a hot and spicy ramlee burger without the special, and i got the special one,nevermind,i just pay for the burger,hahah..ok not spicy,but got chicken taste inside.haha,i went and go.as soon as he finished making my burger,i wanted to eat,and i look at the clock,ouh my fuck,time to go to work,so i kept my hot burger .
after work,i took out my burger,and it turn to cold and watery burger,and i just yummy2 eat it :)

11

im so lost and confused

school

hoho..muse-supermassive black hole is very power

puase

this time iz gave me a topic for me to write haha .

psl bulan ramadhan yg bakal dtg ke..?hari raye?your past life/history?the future?what u desire/need/crave?..

the first one i choose you haha!

fasting month is ard the corner

me and haikal just plan what to do during this time..hah its craps lah,but its cool

first,he say ,after night prayers ,he wanted to go geylang staircase second floor,haha wtf

then we plan to go arcade..haha

and play catching..

so at a point of time,we can go mosque together with the rest

and we thought about irfan

irfan live a bit far from us

and haikal say can pray at town..wow

i didnt know town got mosque

then we can stay all day all night there

then he say like tapestry..i dont know why he say that

tapestry is like performing ..haha nevermind

thats all hahah,this plan may be just crap talk..hahaha,its didnt meant to be true

Swim

After aeon of not going swimming,finally today we went.
i met hadi under his block..along the way,we ate this chocolate chip which he say he bought for a dollar each.we reached the usual meeting spot,and waited for ilyas.ilyas wasn't there,so hadi sms him..no reply..i called him later on to check him up,and he was still sleeping..haha..then he ask us to go chill first..so we walked2 around cwp and around the funfair.the funfair look quite deserted like a game from resident evil.haha.after a while,ilyas sms hadi,and we still around the funfair site..so we walked quicker and saw him in a distance.
it was fun and tired,we even find it hard to get out from the swimming pool..haha..we ate fries and crackers ,then we walked slowly to cold storage..from there,we got separated..got home and saw this salad ingredient in the kitchen..which reminds me ."fruit salad yummy yummy"

ilyas ,me and hadi were like talking bout pokemon spoof on the way.it was funny lah..ilyas can even sing the song where pikachu get captured by team rocket..sad song
we went jamming after that.from afar,we already saw matrock bike.he was eating rotiprata.so we jam2,ilyas got stress out until he like drop on the floor..hahah.after jammin,i and hadi had to rush back to woodlands,so we never chill with the rest of s4x.upon reaching the bus stop,we waited. timeless but soon gone,we in a hurry.cause we have to reach there by 6..so hadi plan we took a taxi there,so we wave and chill in the taxi..it was cooling.after we get of the taxi,we divide the fare into two equal part.

at work,i saw my sec five english teacher..i was like ,so happy..can say i miss her lah,miss her teaching,her scolding,her talk,and the homework she gave with she rarely marked..but during the sec 5 times,we all like dont want her to come to class..hahhaa..we chat for a while..she was also with her ex student eating.ouh yah,i still remember,she confiscated my bangle during her class.and havent returned me yet..haha but ok lah,she can keep it as a gift .haha

feel

im sorry

if I've hurt you,

make you feel scared

after i thought through it,

i guess there's no need to feel that way

really

im sorry

i truly am

deli

today its probably the first time i and the other s4x members(except matrock)went to the mosque together,as usual,ilyas was late haha!irfan overslept,so we have to wait..den we saw irfan,he like speeding,i thought he wanted to go himself but then he brake and saw us at control station,so we took a bus and go.its was pack,i was like talking to hadi and irfan ,and i didnt know the imam has already talk.
after prayers,we walk at the side of the road,i saw amirul infront a bit..but we walked slow,until he's out of my sight.
at the counter,ilyas order the food,and his hand is moving round and round..wahha..which remind me of as i lay dying asking people to do the circle pit.we went to mac to ate the yummy fries and drink ais lemon tea.ilyas and me like asked each other who want curry sauce last bite,in the end,i just gave him lah.irfan wanted to go job interview there,so in mac,we all trained him to throw rubbish,before interviewing..but he didnt..haha..in the end,he didnt go for the job interview also.
irfan lighter cannot work when he wanted to smoke,and hadi tried to repair it.irfan managed to finished his cigarettes,and hadi was still fixing the lighter..haha.
so went home,and i and hadi disturb ilyas,till he like eyerrr..hahah.so all of us left.hadi grown to love them..ahha..he did something funny that make us laugh..ouh lucky irfan wasnt the same seat with us.haha..he was infront laughing .

i went to work just now and it was okay lah,last minute,ilyas wanted to take his guitar,but i was already outside .sorry beb next time..after an hour or so,i chill,den i saw arrifin walking quite fast.around late evening like that,i saw ilyas and irfan..ahha irfan still havent gone home..i took a cloth and went outside to chat with them a bit..haah.before that,i saw irfan laughing,i dont know why haha.
i had my break,and went ard to walk2..then saw my 2 old classmates there,they like give gig poster to me..haha.so returned back ,after a while,i stay infront of the cashier there to look at menu all that stuff,for fun lah,nothing to do..den i went back again.got customer he like waving2,and i didnt see.i knew this info after a girl who worked there.then suddenly this girl ,she gave me the wrong table number to sent the order.she was chinese lah,but tried to speak malay to me..actually,the table was supposed to be 8,and she said empat meaning four.i gave the wrong order at the wrong table.that the manager told me why i gave wrong order.this girl,shes from marsiling sec,and i thought she's in the same class with haikal ,emil all,but she's different stream lah..she told me one joke,which i 100% dont understand.den she like laugh say dont understand uh,she go repeat,but after a while,i fiqured out haha.
after all that stuff,i went infront again ..stay there see got customer or not..after a while i serve a malay makcik and pakcik ..they like say they wanted coffee only.cause they are full after they ate at penguin?i was like urrr..ok.. at last i analyse2,actually,they said banquet,not penguin..haha!for me ,that was like funny sia.after they say they eat at penguin,my mind like say,they eat penguin..ok lah,enough of the penguin stuff.next ard 9 sumthing,i saw iz and ariffin next,den i wave2.i rushed at the back to check the orders again.and wah.got order already .returned home,and drink milo,because minum milo anda jadi sihat dan kuat.

haiyah,i will miss the s4x rewang thing tomorrow,i really wanted to go ,but i cant take off =(

ouh yah..another funny thing happen today is at mac,we see the menu got EVM..that short form actually remind me of converge ..eagles become vultures,because if short form like same2 like that(ebv)but irfan saw this word and say eagles become monkeys..haha!!!!!! den i asked ilyas evm means what..actually its stand for extra value meal uh..hahah.

battle

i was suppose to draw a chart when i went back today,so here it is.its not really nice,but at least i try..haha

ok its a bit small,so i explained
black colour->hanif
purple-->matrock
green-->zul

it was tough to decide which one to choose cause both is good
but in the end,we decided on matrock(sorry zul)

In jammin room:
matrock went first cause he won the scisors paper stone contest..haha.so we started and jam,after each song we tell our opinion who is better..haikal and his band was in the room too ..haha..before that,i saw them jam smile in your sleep by silverstein..nice2 \m/
den at one time,they all wanted to go home,and we all like shake hand,like hari raya like that..haha.but haikal stayed,to support his teacher,i think..heh
matrock then wanted to go out listen to forever aild,and zul played the drum,zul also forget the beat..and ceywah,haikal teach him..haha..now its like student teach teacher.haha i find that touching though. hah

zul played the drum too fast till,his drumstick broke..then we saw something flying,and we all look like seeing fireworks like that..haha ok craps
matrock on the other hand was not feeling 100% well,so he play not to his fullest skill..

Outside jammin room:
we discuss who will be inside,,it take us some time,so zul left and went home with haikal..we discuss and discuss till its only me who still want zul in..haha..but in the end,i choose matrock ,after a lot of convincing done by them.
now hanif can chill in peace,cause we found a new drummer
because thats is want he wanted from us*smile
at one time,we were all so fucking confused ,that we wanted both of them in the band..but still,one have to go right?
den after matrock entered s4x,we told him about this soyabean thing..anyway ,who jam with us will know that this is kind of s4x tradition and culture..haha! anyway,we are not working for any soyabean company,its just like our theme?i dont know how to describe it.

ilyas told this soyabean thing to matrock,i just sumarrise here:
1)who late for jammin,must treat soyabean
2)who just enter s4x,must treat soyabean
3)who willing to treat s4x,must treat soyabean
4)who late to meet us,must treat soyabean

matrock then pointed irfan whether he treat us soyabean or not before,at first he say no,but then he say yes..it was so obvious he lied..haha!but good attempt though..haha
so the record holder of soyabean still goes to ilyas the frontman of s4x..haha!

we shared some jokes before returning home..

then hadi and i wanted to do something before we went home,so we discussed what to do..first we thought of chilling and buy some food..but we change our mind,cause both of us dont have cash already.we walked2 ,and at traffic light,suddenly,i told hadi i wanted to go lib.haha! i just wanted to see if sweets is there,so he and me go ..after reaching,we walked2 and from afar,i thought it was not sweets,so i and hadi went nearer, and...hahaha it was her..den hadi like acting2 finding book.after a while,we left and went somewhere near to the exit,i find this book called"synonyms"haha so take a look and search for execration..kwangkwang..we learned two new interesting word about execration,but i forget what it is..cause it was kind of professional english..haha..den i put the book,and dont know what to do already..hadi told me he heard footsteps,and sweets was the one who saw us ..haha..she asked me want im doing ..i just could think of better reason then to say i was reading dictionary..cey like nerd..i dont even think the smartest people ever read dictionary..haha..a more better reason why im there is because i miss her lah,so i just wanted to see whether she's ard or not.shhh.haha..so we travel back home and hadi left to go somewhere..haha.

as

i bought a cheesehotdog beside causewaypoint and it was so yummy..haha ate on my way home while listening to the black dahlia murder.saw hadi and shila..we waved from far away..as we approached nearer,we stopped ,and chat for a while..my apologies to shila,cause she have to repeat what she 's asking..sorry2.i was too slow while taking out my earphone ,that she had given up asking the same question.
after returning home,ilyas called me..haha we talked about something stupid,and it turned out to be funny..hahaha
and caliban double pedal make me hxcdanc*

*emoticon

memories

hadi gave me a subject to talk about for today post.its about memories

:)

here i go

one of my memory last time,was when i play p.e ,like hockey like that..i dont know how to spell the sport name uh..it's called street bendy..correct me if im wrong..funny sia..some played until the stick become sword..like star wars like that..the sound when both sticks collided together ,fuhyuh...like a gunshot to the head of trepidation..haha. then some of us played,like play golf..shoot the ball until the ball fly so far,when the ball is on the air,the stick became badminton already,we used the stick as a racket,and hit the ball..i dont know how our teacher felt that time,but it was fun haha..some people lazy to catch the ball,they slide the stick to our leg.so in the end ,this game became all in one uh.that's one of the reason why everytime i look forward to playing this game during p.e time.but of course,there are times,when we played seriously.hah

day

i got changed and met sweets, accompanied her to clinic.upon reaching there,we have to wait for an hour or so,cause the doctors are having lunch..she was really sick uh,her voice like can sing slipknot song already..haha ok crap2..she got sorethroat and many else..so we waited and waited and waited for her q number to be displayed.then she left to go see the doc.got the medicine and walk back.
ilyas was already waiting for me at the interchange.so we have to go our different directions.i met ilyas and irfan.we took the bus and go jamming..
after the whole jammin thing,we sit at the coffee shop and play this game..like one person say a word,den the next must continue with the ending of the previous word..haha zul was funny ..we started with transformer,he answer formation.haha.den we continue..who cannot answer must eat currypuff,and the winner of the currypuff goes to zul..haha!irfan currypuff got special ingredient..haha got lemon inside.
at evening like that,zul left home while i and hadi went to library.we take a look at some guitar magazines..after flipping some mags,we went to buy some food ,and drink,and ate at titanic there..we reached there and heard someone shout our name..we tried to see who called us,cause it was dark..she asked whether sweets returned home already or not..ah!that time i know its emil....hadi was like"eh who call my name uh?"haha hairul ,hadi's friend was there to..hairul took some food from hadi.me and hadi play that game again that we play at coffee shop .he always give me the difficult2 vocab to think of..after all that, we left