so long no blog.bloodmeat bebeh!

ok so far,things been up and down like skating .my name had been announce that i might have a high % in failing the advance course.but what the fuck,i dont care.haha.but what troubles me is,ive gone so much shit.wasted ..anyway fuck it

You embraced with hesitation the parameters of all you can be
Not a mother, not an aunt, not a sister who's not subdued
Because dignity's not physical and your flesh means more than you

I'll be your memory.

Into the mouth of hell(delta force) we march

We crawl out from the wreckage
Fingers dig into the sands
Of the shores
Everything we worked for
Is ripped apart and ruined, drowned
Deep beneath our dying world
The earth begins to open

zay:first charlie,now delta?wtf

dime guitar

i pretty much love razorbacks guitar.and i checked out the new matt heafy signature guitar.he actually uses 6 strings.

fuh ade chance ah nk cover lagu baru dieorg :P

blood which they feed

Shogun

the latest trivium album.dude, this album got some mix here and there.u will get to hear the old matt heafy growls (for those who miss his growls from pull harder ascendancy album,while joining together with the crusade riffs and some death metal solo/malmsteen super fast licks inside for some of their songs.i keep wanting to hear more of their songs.

well ,i just try to learn some of their songs and,alamak,trivium uses 7 string guitar sia! mine only six..dah macam unearth nye tuning ah trivium hahah.

hopelessly blissful and blind

woke up ard 7am .went cwp to get some stuffs.chilled with my delifrance mate for a while and go.
met up with izack and from there we went changi airport.we tried out POPEYE.from there we went to orchard.heard the new trivium album.sialah..feel like buying sia..i previewed some songs,and all sound brutally metal sia.went to swatch shop,and i bought her a watch,and it was the last piece .lucky sia.heh.headed to coffee bean to chill .and from there we headed to far east.bumped into iskandar haha.

and from there we set home.(today marks the how many months with her) :P

redeeming the wretch

morning 7:57

hungry ,i need something to chew on.
seek and chew,and im fucking sick now.

so cool yet so not cool

orite raya this year wasnt normal?y ..u know.i spent 99% of my time inside camp.how to celebrate?

anyway today marks the first ever time i slept under the hot fucking sun.i still remember it was around 10-11.damn hot sia.and still i can sleep.it was sports day .while waiting,i suddenly felt like my mind shutting down.and yes,it shut down.i cant believe i slept while sitting down on the curb.

and guess what,i felt refreshed after sleeping for about 15-30 minutes?

why must?

why must it rain when im going camp?why not when im not in camp so i can enjoi the rain,have teh tarik or what.slack chill.


suddenly i miss my year one poly.where i used to hate going to poly. since the day i enter,ive been counting down the 3years
everything about studying and exam was a boredom .where we used to screw up in workshop.playing with vacuum cleaner .where every maths homework we used to copy.

every lecture we play psp.fighting naruto fighting what shit lah.go amokio play counter strike.eat at mac.mcspicy fuhyuhhh .syamil's mother chicken rice.cabut lessons,or better still dont go.poly seems fun after all.

haiz..the days where i used to hate,came to be a memorable one indeed.

cherish the moments ,cause shorty is a killa

so u think u can dance?

haha funny shit
look at the middle guy during 0:19
power to the octopus primo sia

about bass

ive been thinking about this lately while hearing my mp3.

no body will ever hear bass in music.well seldom i guess.all they listened might be just guitar works and drum and vocal.some may just say,"whats the use of a bass?" for metal band,bass may be just an "extra" in the band.

but when u become and play as a bassist,u will understand,u will be able to appreciate instrument better.i admit,i only listen to fancy bassist works when i am a guitarist,like metallica bass solo?rancid ?catch 22?..now i pay more close attention on bass rather then other stuffs.its very fun to like korek the sound of bass.i dont know how to explain.

there's a good thing in playing bass though.
i mean A LOT!!
even for guitarist.

juno or juneau

met izack under my block.planned to go fort canning for buka.man,there was this stage but now its gone.reminded me of singfest..haha..i still kept the sistix ticket.how one year has pass like that.

i bought mcspicy(as usual) and she bought fillet and an apple pie.(now that sounded like one of the army song)headed toward the long stairs.damn,baru naik tangga dah penat.i think my fitness jatuh giler rabak sey.hahah.

we chilled and watched JUNO.at first when i look at the file,i thought it was some scary bitch story.so i thought,ok lah watch with iz scary2 at fort canning.i waited for the scary part,den skali ,why the movie like so colourful? i wondered and skali,i remembered,the ghost story was called juON..not juno..damn...but still the movie was nice uh like the song(ffaf) heh..miss sia jammin with S4x



thanks sweets for everything

out

followed izack to art friend .she bought her stuff and we went to paragon and den hmv.i wanted to preview the new metallica album,and guess what.i saw slipknot new album too.gerek sey.heavy..but if u like the old thrashy metal,get the new metallica album.got the famous legendary but new unforgiven song:unforgiven III.

den we buka at seoul garden.eat until cannot eat sey..hehe den went to izack place and view her lappy. :)

ohhh

this year puase seems different form last year.well i 'll prefer last year and the last last year and etc.wondered why?

1)i cant sleep back for long after sahur.
2)i cant sleep late long and play my video games .
3)i cant buy air katirah so freedomly.
4)i cant chill and relax so much like last year.
5)i cant take bubur at mosque with iz .
6)...
7)ALAH byk lah!

ookkkokokokkoko

met fatta and fadhil for the band audition yesterday at nee soon camp.upon reaching there,we have to Q to fill up the forms .three of us semangat sia to go inside this unit.fadhil went for the drama audition,while me and fatta went for the guitar audition.

some people already finished the audition so i asked them,they have distortion or not inside.he said have,Line 6 somemore.i was like ,whoa..my first impression was maybe a cool multieffect.when my turn came,i sat down.the judges gave me a fender guitar.which was cool.then they sat down.i look around and asked myself"mane multieffect nie?"

then they seem to know what i was looking for and asked me,"u want distortion eh? i answered yes and he go to the amplifier and turn on the line 6 amp distortion -.-"

i was like ok..so i whack any songs.i played blackened metal.and some of my own composition.well i think i cant get thru the audition lah.so many terms and condition.damn..they were people whoa were more good.saw a steve vai kid with ibanez guitar!! alamak kaya sia.steve vai model somemore!he played keyboard like maxim sey!(or whoever the guy who play the bumblebee song)

went back with fadhil and we were like complaining the whole time until we reach yishun..what a sad audition.

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at night ,went trawih with ipan hadi and ilyas..damn i miss them sia.saw sufian faugust at the mosque too..haha he going ns police soon.

fast

buy one get one free

f)O)O

hah the last post wasnt written by me



no its not disorder that we want and it's not anarchy.
we need freedom and justice,we want to be free!

still counting down .1year 10 months

Clubbing.

I met Izack in the morning. Actually, we planned to meet up at 0830hrs but she was fashionably late because there was a moshpit in the stomach. Anyway, I paid my handphone bill and had breakfast at BK with Izack. Btw, I felt sorry for the server because he accidentally spilled hot tea on his hand. Then, we walked around cwp to survey on some handphones and went to civic centre. Met the clan at bns and took bus 960. In the middle of the journey, it started to rain cats and cows. Before we went in Club 6, (where the gig was held) Izack and I paid hadi for the tix. However, I was short of 20cents so Izack topped up for me. Heh. At the gig, we all sat at the back. The whole setting reminded me of rockmusic in the 80's. Before Mesmara got on stage, there were other bands who performed as well. Then, there was this band..they played this old malay rock song. I liked the song and sang along but I didn't realise that my bandmates were looking at me. HAH. Mesmara dedicated the songs that they performed to me. I feel so honoured. EHEHE. Overall, they were brutally awesome!! Sadly, I had to go off after that. If only, I didn't have to go back to camp. So, Izack and I took the bus to Wdls. Slept with her throughout the journey coz we're both super sleepy. Dropped by cwp to get some stuff and decided to go to the usual coffeeshop to satisfy our needs(makansutra). Chilled with her for a while; one last hug and a kiss goodbye before we depart once again.




So, kiss me goodbye
Honey I'm gonna make it out alive.




love,
the marshmallow mushroom.

out out

brought izack to mesmara jamming today.cause she wanted to go changi airport.innitially.the objective for today jamming was to teach the new bassist some riff line for mesmara original.i cant make it for the gig so yeah,thats y.the sessionist pick up fast.seriously.

after jamming,we all take train to cityhall where ady and lilo separate ways from us.me iz syamil and hadi went orchard.from there we separate again.sya and hadi went to inokii while me and iz go Carl's junior.damn ex sei,but nice .haha.iz brought a new Macbeth shoe.cheah.now we both got Macbeth shoe. :p

returned home sleepy cause i didn't get enough sleep for the pass two days.